Meet Efa

Trust me, I know about resistance. And mess. I was born into mess, and the first three decades of my life continued to be crazy messy. 

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I made it all look good on the outside. I worked in film, I did journalism, I travelled and lived around the world.

But oh, how I struggled against, well, everything!

 

I tried to avoid the mess, hide the mess, change the mess. I never spoke about the disconnected and unstable family I came from, the poverty and trauma I experienced as a child. I didn’t even tell boyfriends I lived with that I had been diagnosed with ADHD at a young age.

 

And yes, I hid the intuitive gift that had me called ‘witch’ in high school (my mother was a working psychic, and I was using pendulums and ‘tuning in’ from aged about seven). 

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But most of all I hid the deep, endless loneliness and sadness, that didn’t go away when I was with others. And yes, at times, suicidal thinking.

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And I found the perfect way to hide my sadness. Helping other people so much that I had no time for myself. I even trained in counselling, coaching, healing. I gave intuitive readings. 

 

But I was literally burning myself out from all the pretending (and trust me, I see a lot of coaches go this route, using 'helping' to avoid themselves.... and then coming to work with me!). 

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Then one day a new term came to me.  It was, ‘Messy Divine”. What if the problem is that I am not accepting what was in front of me? What if it’s all exactly perfect, and just what I need to learn in this lifetime, if only I just stop fighting against it and instead dived into it? What if my life is messy but completely divine? And I already know everything I need to? And enlightenment is not out there, but right here?

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Now I’m living out every messy day that comes as an amazing lesson of deeper self knowledge and connection. And helping others to do they same and tap into their unique Wisdom Blueprint. I hope you join me.